Mumford & Sons - After the Storm
It’s been a sort of anthem as of late.
I am training myself to have feelings entirely independent of other people.
Then I will become a hermit in the forest who only experiences emotions vicariously through the affairs of the wildlife around me and the flimsy one-sided relationships I patiently develop with them.
Then, if all goes well, I will be eaten by a bear after a few years while trying to be friends with it.
But realistically, I’ll first probably starve to death after a couple weeks because the forest doesn’t have any cheese.
I’m getting quite dejected by all this dejection.